I want to write about all the people that are very sick, the dying and the ones that passed. In my everyday work, I meet, treat and get to know a lot of those people. I want to help them sooo much but I can not. I am uncomfortable with most but then again I try to follow my guts, my heart when I deal with them. Trying to kid myself by saying I will get use to it, no more. No one can get use to any off what I see in the hospital. I am now more of the listener type. I do not try to convince it is going to be ok, I do not try to find comforting words, I mostly listen. And...the person actually tells me how I should act. Maybe not necessarily in words but you listen to someone not just with your ears!
When someone is dying, do not act like they are dead already or even worst do not act like they are fine. Just be... They are scared, so please do not be. They are the same person as before. Act like you did before.





